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Farewell 09!
Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 3:53 PM
Today's the last day of the year 2k9. I hope I'll be able to spend this wonderful event with him for the first time. I can consider this year a blast if that will ever happen.
2009 has been a very thrilling year for me. I may have gone through major problems, but hey, look at me now. I made it, and i'm happy. I may not have given it my best, but i managed to get the results i wanted. 2009 has been one higher step towards my adulthood and I'm glad I underwent those obstacles. I regret none of it. Those obstacles served as sandpaper that just kept on polishing me. Well yeah. thanks. :)
Now, I'm welcoming 2k10 with open arms. Come! I'm Ready. :)
It's just a get together. Ann Faith, Ingrid, Laramie and Yours truly. Too bad we weren't able to be complete since Nikka had her practice for some kind of Batch reunion of her parents.. Idk, not sure. And Czarina was not allowed to go out. Gr.
We call ourselves B's. Why? Because we have these fancy names we call each other. Ann Faith - BEB Ingird - BABES Laramie - BHAM Nikka - BEI Czarina - BOOM
Well so much for elaborating. It's obvious enough that all those fancy names starts with the letter B. And there you go.
We had fun catching up with each. I won't mention details na. Haha! Tas we had our jamming session. Basta I love my girls so much :)
Yesterday i already enrolled for a student license, and yeah, after 40 minutes, i got it na. Thanks to my ever so loving boyfriend's help. :) Yihee!
He also taught me to drive na rin, the swerves and curves and stuff like that. "Di tayo titigil hangga't di ka natututo" were his words that served as my motivation. Haha. I still can't call myself marunong, but atleast i did kind of, slightly, sort of, OKAY. :| :) Sobra hirap daw ako turuan so I told him na, If he managed to really make me a good driver someday, then he must be one of the best instructors, right? :)) And i hope that served as his motivation to continue the tiresome instructing.
The problem about me is that, if i learn this today, then tomorrow, you should teach me again whatever that is. I'm an easy learner in everything except for driving. I tend to forget everything. MAGLECTURE YATA AKO EH?
After driving inside a village, he let me drive on a semi-highway. I was nervous as hell! I insisted but he was really pushy. So there. I was super bagal. I should be anyway. Then bigla nalang tumirik ung car. And BOOM. We ran out of gas. So he pushed the car, SELF-SUPPORT. Until 2 men came and helped him. We parked it somewhere and bought gas and went home. Woo. :P
If you were given a chance to buy 3 things, Regardless of the price. What would those 3 things be? :)
I'll buy the most expensive cellphone. I'll buy like a thousand karat diamond (and sell it afterwards lol) and I'll buy my family a mansion. Super huge and spacious! lol
I never thought that the one who plays faceless in Abs-cbn's big hit primetime tv show "May Bukas Pa" would be the one with the prettiest face! :D --And he's also sexaay!
I'm happy we were able to spend the Christmas eve together. :) He came by my place and barbecued. (Grmmr?) The hell. Haha. Then we went to xevera. But then inantok na rin kami.
I was touched he bought me a gift. Haha! It's our first time ever to buy each other gifts. Never kami nagreregaluhan kasi. HAHA. He bought me a top. Nice :)
Words cannot express my happiness. I can feel my family's warmth welcome to him as a family member na rin. My parents never liked anyone i dated, well except for Myko. Hoho! Merry Christmas! :D
Are you paranoid every time your boyfriend is 100 meters away from you? Are you insecure? Don't you trust him?
The secret to be worry-free is simply Don't care! (well i mean care, but not be a nagger or somoething.)It's his life! Why bother? Don't you trust your boyfriend enough?
Look, people hate it when they're strangled on the neck. Let them live their lives! They're not your pet or some kind of servant to hold them on their necks and command them what to do or what not to. If you have trust issues with your boyfriend, solve it, talk about it. A relationship can never be healthy without trust coming from each other. I know, it's hard to gain so once you have it never risk losing it to some kind of foolish doings.
As the quotation goes, Let him play with his toys and go out with his playmates. You can never keep your boyfriend for yourself. He also has his life to live. Like duh? I hate it every time i discover some immature couple hindering each other's gimicks and stuff all because their insecure and just won't admit. Be confident about your partner's love for you. For if he truly loves and values you, he won't do such things that he knows would disappoint you. Well, if he does, He doesn't deserve you. Simple as that!
Do not ever strangle your partner and keep him/her to yourself. The more you lock him down, the more he'll thirst for freedom and eventually lead to a break up with those famous last words of.. "I need space." thing. I know it sucks to hear those effin words, so avoid it.
I'm just speaking from a view point. So to anyone offended, I'm sorry. :)
Attended the 4 am mass kanina. And I was darn sleepy. After the mass we went to Myko's place and spent an hour or so watching a movie. Well, they watched while i was busy wandering at dreamland. I should've gone strolling with them but then my mom got furious again and asked me to go home right then. UGH.
I was scolded, as always. I got so bored that I fell asleep in my blouse and pants. I only woke up because i perspired so much. Myko felt my loneliness so he dropped by our place. We bonded & played chess and i lost to him twice. :[ Cruel.
Later will be the 3rd Simbang Gabi. It's my first time ever to attend simbang gabi in it's traditional time. Good thing the village next to ours hosts the traditional 4 30 am mass. I actually enjoy attending it. Srsly. I hear the mass together with my friends and my boyfriend.
I can actually imagine myself being in the north pole everytime I get out of our house at 4 00 am. It's BRRRRR... BREEERRRYYY cold. No joke. Cold temperature is my weakness. I have such thin and sensitive skin. Good thing is, I get to wear clothes I seldom wear because it doesn't suit the temperate weather during daytime.
Yesternight I only slept for 2 hours. And I can see myself in the same situation later. It's already 12:30 am and i'm still not set to bed. I still need to wake up real early. like 3 -3 30 am.
Oh well, I just shared my first ever Simbang Gabi experience. :) Goodnight! (Or should I say good morning?)
Yesterday, I spent all of my money.. It was worth it though. I had 2000 on hand and I went to Marquee Mall alone. I didn't want anyone with me, except for Donato, But he can't since he had to guide the VI Matthew Pupils. So I shopped alone.
I bought 2 Overalls from Mint. The one that looks like a dress except that its' shorts at the bottom part. Get me? I bought one for myself and another for my Monita. A shirt for my boyfriend and I also bought him a clutch bag from human. And last, I bought myself a covergirl whipped foundation. And that's the end of all my aguinaldo. Hhe.
BuhBye 2000! :|
Today, My brother, boyfriend and I went to marquee mall again. It's their turn to shop for themselves. I was dying with envy in my eyes. I wish I still had my money. Haha.
Same as yesterday, this day is also tiresome. St.Matthew's dance number still needs polishing. A hell lot of polishing! Even though we're stressed out, we still managed to make ourselves up. So mukha kaming mga beauty queen na nagcochoreo. HAHA.
The number is already finished, pero di lang talaga sabay sabay. So.. Practice pa bukas.
Speaking of tomorrow, I'm planning to buy my monita a gift na. Something worth 500 pesos. I'm just thinking of a shirt from somwhere. I won't maximize the 500 bucks na. HAHA! Mahal na bilihin! And I'm also thinking of getting Myko something. But I have no idea.
I'm not sure of my spelling of the espanol of ten. Whatever.
I am stuck in my pad. I badly want to go out and head somewhere, even to hell just not stay at home doing freakin' NOTHING! I feel like i'm tied on the corners of my bed. :| I hate being stranded at home. I feel very alone, anti-social, bored, dull, lousy and all the bad stuff one can ever imagine. Supposedly, me and myko will go to Marquee, but mama won't allow me. Like DUH? How old am i again? Actually, I missed my friend's (gino) birthday celebration last night just to be allowed for today. WTF. I should've attended the party-party.
I hate it when my parent's still treat me like a 10-year old. I envy how my girlfriends can go out even without asking permission. I envy how they can go home very late and not here a single word. I hate the fact that their parent's understand that we're growing up! darn!
I haven't posted for quite a while. I just got BORED. lol. The essay that I was talking about in my last post, I won it, Second best.
My mom is in the hospital right now. She had an operation last wednesday. Thank God It was successful and she's doing good now. She'll be discharged if not today, probably tomorrow.
Hmm, I don't have any exciting stories I could tell.. Sarreh! :)
My no-dinner diet was ruined. :| My classmate's grandmother came home from the states to spend time here, so traditionally, there was this handa. So, would I let this delicious opportunity pass me by? Of course not. So I ate my heart out. HAHA. :)) The food was soooo YUM!
Anyway, enough about the food. I participated in the essay writing contest today at school. It was freakin hard. Well, yeah for me. The topic was simple; How the English language helps in uniting the world. But It was very complex that I didn't know where to start. I spent about almost 45 minutes just thinking about the introduction and also about how I'll organize my facts and information. Deym-it. My eyes cried blood. I was challenged talaga.
Well yeah. Unfortunately, you are currently viewing my BLOG.
Do I really need to do this introduction? Whatever.
Im 16 years young, Entering college, and im a straight female. *straight emphasized*
Hhe! I'm not fond of writing things about me cos it confuses me
whether to tell the people about my soft side or
the kinda rough edge. I'd rather shut my mouth than
to have my tongue slip and spill things i should've not publicly tell.
:P So there, Senseless eh? :)